text: And I'm like, I don't know, what do you want? She's like, no, no, I'm asking you, what do you want? What do you want out of this? खाने का था ये कुछ. It escalated to a point, something burst in me and I was like, you know what, Cloud, I don't know what I want. I have not known in months what I want. I know what I have to do, I know what I should do.