text: Because you know you're looking forward to doing that and so that I think that was the first big step I believe that I did something for myself you know. ഈ പറഞ്ഞ പോലെ it's hard you probably know it you know നമുക്ക് ജോലി ഒക്കെ കഴിഞ്ഞിട്ട്