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and I think there was a there's a element of that maybe buying the house that was a little bit of that probably early on a bit of that validation of like oh I'm good enough to blah blah blah blah blah
and I think there was a there's a element of that maybe buying the house that was a little bit of that probably early on a bit of that validation of like oh I'm good enough to blah blah blah blah blah